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Lies

Lies may be similar to makeup
Just like one puts on makeup to hide their naked face
People use lies to hide the truth
I tell more and more lies as my makeup gets thicker
Since when did I start feeling that going out with no makeup on was embarrassing?
Since when did I become so ashamed of the truth?

The truth is pathetic, sad, and pitiful, just like that
Because it’s truly painful when your earnestness is rejected by someone else
Acting cool, and acting as if you like the other person less
and acting like you’re just joking.

Age of Youth

Xoxo
Deb:)


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